I miss my old couch...

Well, I've spent most of my day moving furniture and boxes around in my apartment (trying to take some of my landlords furniture out so I could bring my table and chairs inside from off of my porch since it's supposed to pour this week). Now that I'm sitting down, finally, I miss my old couch.... Yes, it was oversized and it was black leather and my wasband LOVED it but it was REALLY comfy!! You could just sink right into it. In one sense, I'm glad to be rid of it - it was pretty ugly. Plus, it kind of fit the old me because it was oversized, and now that I've lost some weight, I could probably get lost in it. But I still miss the comfy-ness of it...

Oh, well. I should be thankful that I have a couch to sit on (there was one in my apartment when I moved in) and a place to live, but this couch isn't overly comfy. It's one of those couches that can pull out into a bed. So I guess that's good, but like I said, isn't overly comfortable.

Well, I emptied two wardrobe boxes today and two tote boxes. I guess progress is progress but I am still overwhelmed with boxes at the moment. I have a feeling that by the time I get around to emptying out the last box, it will be time for me to move for some reason and I'll have to pack everything up again. Ugh! Not a thought that I relish....

Granted, I'm still thinking I might want to move one of these days but I don't know where or when. I have to have a job before I can move and those are few and far between right now. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy my job and I enjoy living where I do but there are so many more things out there and I don't know if this is where I'm meant to be...

There are so many things that I want out of life and I don't feel like I have fulfilled all of them yet. I always expected to be a wife and a mother at this point in my life and while I was married, I'm no longer married and I have no children. Yes, I am VERY thankful at this point that I am not a single mother but I still feel like that is missing from my life. And while I have two furry "children" (my doggies), I still want more. Maybe that makes me greedy but it's still what I want.

Well, even though I have tomorrow off of work, I still have some things that I need to get done for my upcoming week. I will try to write more during the week, Grandma. =)